“I can’t see the boy I loved, and I hate the man I’ve heard of. You are trying so hard, but you have to realise that time has moved us both.”

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Sometimes a troop of damsels glad, 
An abbot on an ambling pad, 
Sometimes a curly shepherd lad, 
Or long-hair’d page in crimson clad 
Goes by to tower’d Camelot; 
And sometimes through the mirror blue 
The knights come riding two and two. 
She hath no loyal Knight and true, 
The Lady of Shalott.

But in her web she still delights 
To weave the mirror’s magic sights, 
For often through the silent nights 
A funeral, with plumes and lights 
And music, went to Camelot; 
Or when the Moon was overhead, 
Came two young lovers lately wed. 
“I am half sick of shadows,” said 
The Lady of Shalott.

-Alfred Lord Tenneyson

Pick up your tattered robes, gather your ancient dreams, and travel freely into the world. The teacher is ready. Your time is come. We are here to guide and support you, and fear not little one, all is right with All That Is. You are exactly where you are supposed to be.

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 It is good to think of the elements here, fire and water. Fire, transformation; water, liquid light, light condensed into water. Fire and water share many attributes, but one major difference is temperature, hot and cold, water/cold/frozen…fire/hot/liquid in their most extreme effects.

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There will be more shaking and eruptions on your planet’s surface before she, your Earth Mother reaches ascension. Gaia is not angry with you when she shakes. You haven’t angered her when people die from the natural disasters that have been happening and will happen some more. Remember dear humans, the ones that leave their human body shells behind have agreed to leave at that particular moment before they were born during this lifetime. At the time you, their loved ones, or even themselves may not know this or remember, but it is true. It is true when your Creator God tells you nothing happens by accident. All has reason. Some reasons are more complex at times for you to figure out, but you do eventually.

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I AM one and not

other. I AM

here and not there.

I AM aries, I AM

Mary, I AM introvert.

I AM a philosophy

major.

in

this collection, I ferment

distilled is a spirit that I alone can 

kick back smooth. elk-two-aries-rising

blue-lunar-storm.

and yet, tiny brain thoughts make for

very little buzz.

I cannot be drunk on this, 

on this fermented memorizing.

not because it is tiny.

that is of no matter.

it simply does not move me, to 

see with eyes and hear with ears.

and the heart will not abide dogma.

I AM all signs and decans and numbers

and hands and dogs and colors. 

To be one, I am other.

To be here, I am there.

I AM now and all that has ever been.

all that will ever be. In me, inside him,

inside me.

of roots,

of the first crimson wheel.

this rose of the desert

does not fear the later on.

the later on now.

the now of I 

have what I need.

My needs meet themselves

in him.

when I said 

father I need. He said,

drink the salt.  When the salt

was sweet, I sought

to keep it

in fear of the later on,

the father asked why

even now, did I not know now

is later.  God is here and there.

the silence 

lets him fly inside, if 

he does not soar on it,

speech will not make him soar.

in his silence it begins

the lesson of desert

of him at end.

to echo the end

is to edify.